to my love.

i see you--
you are admiring me.

the butterflies tickle me::
this feeling of aghast has overwhelmed me.
ah, you beam with a grin::

and i shall lift my eyes to yours--
to grin back with a heart that is credulous.

you have found me by chance--
in the midst of life.

we must abandon our past.
engaging in what He has adored us with::

an honest love--
with eachother
::and Him.

days.

these are the days.
this is bliss at its core.
foregranted, i have taken thee.

a day is a week; a week a month.
a month; a year.

where did all the happiness go?
i was once young.
i engaged in euphoria, in joy.

that glee was broken.
i felt isolated.

reminded was i.
that these are the days.

i shall serve with a beam.
in remembrance::
for i do not know; the inevitable.

path of bliss

dark clouds arise
i look back once more

no! i must leave before it is too late.
i am faint; my feet, they feel the ground no.

a strand of hair--falls across my face.
the black cat escapes across my path.

a tear trickles down my icy cheek.
i turn and walk away--
leaving this path of destruction.

::as the sun rises
just over the hill.

yes! i can almost see it.
i can bare it no more!

oh, how i mustnt get lost on this wearisome path again.

two poems of longing

poem 1

thunder asounds.
she screams-
cries out.

her voice is not
heard.

to her heart He says,
- you did not know me.


poem 2

this heart is somber.
my dismal being, it longs--
--for You--