now

i am here.
this is
now.


not yesterday - 
nor tomorrow.


present.


this is
it.


right where
i am 
meant
to be.


i must
love
this.


all of
it.


you have
set this up.


and here
i 
am.


teach me
to be.


to be
here
now.


to love
NOW.

my bed


at my
fingertips.


the warmth 
of this 
home 
brings
forth comfort.


under the
overpass


you lay.


the frigidness
of this 
night
brings
forth distress.


this home
is not
ours.


this home
is not
your
final stop.


rejoice.

sit here
and
look up.


delight
in Him.


freed by
His 
::sweet sweet::


love.


your head in
your undeserving
hands.


overwhelmed
by such a
::sweet sweet::


grace.


this
is 


love.


look up::


be thankful;
be free.

I am
spinning


::slow motion::


in this
time lapse
of
life.


Freed 
from
myself;


Bound 
by
YOUR
love.

oh, how this day
is made new!


these pages
are blank-


this book
is bland!


my new story
is in Your
hands


my history::
erased


my story::
retold


by the only
author


who can write
this life-


with grace.

ruin me.
make this 
heart 
soft.


your 
whispers 
are 
void.


who have
i become?


i am blinded
by my flesh.


release me 
from this
barricade::


release me 
from 
myself.


cut from
me these
strings - 


these strings
attached to 
idols.


cut me 
and i will
fall - 


f
a
l
l


into your
angelic
arms.

fragile gates.

i let 

myself

let you 

in.

i let

go of

this gate

around

my heart.

take care

of this 

fragile

soul.

show me

the

love

you want
me to see.

show me

the

love

you want

me to be.